So today is
a little hard for me because maybe my expectations of feeling all great were
too high. I woke up like usually and had black coffee for breakfast. Right
before work I also had a red bull light because it really helps me to get
through the morning. At 11 am I started to get REALLY hungry and at around 12
am I ate my five bite lunch of quark (it’s almost like greek yogurt) and
strawberries. But after that I felt still really hungry.
Now it’s 1
pm and I bought chewing gum and caffeine free coke light, and it helps. But I
still feel the urgent to eat something. It’s not like real hunger. I feel more
nervous and nauseous.
In addition
my collegues brought chocolate bars, candy and cinnamon buns for the whole team
and it’s really hard not to take when you actually want to eat. BUT I am not
going to throw the towel. Not this time. I just hope that time will pass fast
today so I can have dinner soon. For dinner my granny will give me some fish
and carrots. Not really calorie dense which makes me feel nervous. I would
prefer a snickers bar instead, seriously. Because I don’t think that 5 bites of
fish and carrots will have more than 100 calories lol. But in the end, it’s
even better, because then maybe I will reach my goal faster. But still, deep in
my mind I would prefer the snickers.
I think I
will have something really calorie dense tomorrow for lunch and tell my grandma
that I will buy something on my own. She just loves to prepare food for me
(that’s why I had the quark with straws) and will have the fish. She just doesn’t
like to hear that I eat crap like chocolate bars. But she should understand
that I even lose weight with chocolate bars.
Anyways, I
think I will take my scales tomorrow from home so I will be able to weigh
myself the day after tomorrow. Will keep you of course up-to-date if so!
Wish me
luck for today! I really hope that tomorrow will be a much better day for me.
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